Ep. 24 Masculine Sexuality [interview w/ Moritz Kerkmann Hood] - The Borealis Experience

Episode 24

Ep. 24 Masculine Sexuality [interview w/ Moritz Kerkmann Hood]

Published on: 24th February, 2022

Masculine Sexuality is a topic that we don't talk about enough!

I know there is more to it than offered by mainstream media and porn.

So i'm really excited to introduce you to Moritz today. I feel he is the best person to talk to about sexuality, intimacy and true connection.

Moritz kerkmann hood is a relationship coach with the emphasis on connecting to the embodied truth of who you are. He is like a rescue search dog who uncovers brilliance in people they have lost under the rubble of daily clutter. He gains his practice through is wife Sasha whom he leads a committed marriage with, which holds the values of authentic relating, expansion of the individual and fierce honesty around growth, desire and empowerment. He is also a father, thriving business owner and has lived in 4 different countries in his life.

connect with him here

https://www.facebook.com/moritz.kerkmann.1

enjoy and don't be shy to ask question or give feedback


with love

A.

See how It feels once you admit where you are. See how people suddenly melt and also feel permitted to be real. This is what I want you to experience.



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Transcript
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Hello, and welcome to the Borealis experience. I'm

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your host Aurora, and I'm very honored and excited to have

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Moovit kalkman hood with me today. I mentioned him a couple

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of times on my podcast already he is a coach, who back then

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ignited my healing, he helped me out so much. And yeah, led me on

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to a beautiful healing path. He is a men coach today, and helps

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men to connect to themselves and to

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learn how to communicate their feelings and desires better.

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He's an intimacy coach. And when you go visit more at send, he

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will make sure that your relationships are way deeper

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than they were before and and just Yeah, connect you to

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yourself.

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And this is why I'm so incredibly excited to have him

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here today. Because in a couple of episodes ago, I talked about

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how important it is for your mental health, to know about

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your own sexuality to be aware of who you truly are as a sexual

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being. And Moritz has all the words all the knowledge and

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wisdom

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that yeah, he wants to share with us today. So I'm very

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excited to to hear your thoughts more reds. Welcome to the show.

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And thank you so much for making the time.

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If you want to fill us in a little bit,

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like maybe first how you became a coach, how you became so

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interested in becoming a coach for men. When it comes to

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intimacy and sexuality, you must have felt a deep need a deep

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desire. And we would like to know more about it.

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Yeah, thank you so much. That's a beautiful introduction.

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Yeah, my my path.

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I think as we as we just said, I think you and I worked six years

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ago,

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is like Time Time flies.

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The way I got to this path was I think through I think from

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suffering, basically, through having a lot of turmoil and

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issues and trouble in my own life.

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I had

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after, after going to school, I basically traveled to Paris and

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started off on a career in, in photography. And

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I had my first burn out I think was

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23. And I

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was I was very addicted to alcohol drink about one and a

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half liters. So I want to have bottles of wine every every

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night. And yeah, and depression was something very severe in my

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life like something that was very present. And

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yeah, I think back then I didn't really know whether I was able

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to live a life that was

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happy and joyful.

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i And yeah, so it was it was kind of like just an endless

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chasing after.

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I would say excitement and good feelings through drugs and

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alcohol and those kinds of things. And

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yeah, I think a little, a little fairy whispered to me that I

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need to change something about that. I needed to change

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something about that.

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And

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I think that fairy actually had to whisper it to me in many

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different ways before I started listening.

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But that's just what it is. It's like we hearing these things

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through different channels until eventually the pain gets so big

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that we really like start to

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try something different or look at the reality that that what

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we're doing and what what we are Yeah, what we're doing with our

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lives isn't really working. And yeah, for many, many years and I

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would say it's still to this day, I'm

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I'm working on these things. And I would say that this is this is

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a path that

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is a goal less. It's a goal less path. It's an it's an endless

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path. It's a constant, working and looking at what is the truth

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for myself, not the ultimate truth, but the truth for myself.

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And

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yeah, and I would say it's like, it's a bit the path I think I

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experienced and more like an onion. It's like, we don't

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really find the truth. We just discover what actually is

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bullshit. And then you start to peel it away.

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One little bit at a time. Yeah, yeah.

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Oh, man. Yeah, thank you for being so transparent and, and

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filling us in, I feel a lot of people who are giving back

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helping out others today had to go through hell first, to

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experience it firsthand. And to know, okay, this is actually how

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it feels like, I'm not gonna learn it from a book how to help

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other people, I'm gonna learn it by having to go through it

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myself.

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How important would you say is

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your sexuality when it comes to mental health? How important it

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is? To know about it? I mean, some people live a very asexual

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life. Some people live a sexual life, but are very frustrated,

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some people are very,

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to which degree would you say Does it affect your your well

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being

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to know about your sexuality?

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Why think sexuality is such a, it's such an interesting topic,

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because

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it's like this, it's, it's like,

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it's one of these high sensation topics that just have a double

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is like a double edge in a certain way, like it can, it can

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either border into the direction of being an addiction, or it can

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be bordering into the direction of

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withholding this kind of pleasure from yourself and

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starving to death.

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Right? Like, it's like, we are this way, we are either sexually

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starved, or we are overstuffed.

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And I think that, that's, that's what makes this topic so two

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faced, like it can appear like the devil or it can appear like

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the, like an angel to you know,

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it's a it's a highly polarizing topic. And I think any topic

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that is so highly polarizing has a lot of potential to have you

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grow as a person and,

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and work your mind in what is truth for you, and what are ways

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where we are

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deluding ourselves.

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And then sec, the other thing about sexuality is like,

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there is a certain need to it.

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There is a like, I think it's a it's a fact that we can, that we

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need such sex that we need sexuality, whether we need the

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act of sex, or not, is I want to leave that to the side for a

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moment, but there is a certain reality to the fact that

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without sex, we wouldn't be here.

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Right? Like no one of us would be here without, without

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sexuality without the energy of sex without the like sex is the

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first energy that like ushers a new person into this world in

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such a way and so there is a certain necessity to it. But

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then there's also all the other aspects that are connected to

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it. And one of these is for example, I mean, it's just think

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about as a man, the hunger and the lust that you have towards a

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woman like it draws you towards the woman because life itself

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wants to reproduce itself wants to actually call on you to

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create life. Right? But then also everything that goes with

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it is like your energy as a man, your

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your, the way you walk, the way you feel confident, like all of

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these things are,

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are connected to your sexual energy.

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That makes so much sense and it's a it's a way of expressing

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yourself as well. And if you are living in denial of it if you're

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trying to suppress it, if you have like

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Bad memories, was it? And are you trying to not have it in

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your life anymore?

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You're missing out on an opportunity to express yourself.

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And it's it's very,

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right I can write well, it's it blocks, not just the actual act

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of sex, but it blocks also

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your whole energy as a person. Yeah. Yeah. And that is so

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underestimated. Like, if you look at marriage, when people

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have been married for, I don't know, 10 years, 20 years, and

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they think, yeah, it's just, it's just not that important

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anymore.

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But there's always a part of you who's like, Hmm, am I actually

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being honest to myself? Or is it important, but I'm just too

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scared to talk about it again. And like, it's, it's really,

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it's so why is it so difficult to talk about it?

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Do you think it's more difficult for men to talk about desires?

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Or is it same for women as well? Why is it so hard to express

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desire?

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I don't I don't know if it's if it's harder, or easier for men

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or a woman, I, I have nothing that I can compare it to?

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Because I don't have, I'm just the gender that I am at the

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moment. But I think that

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so there's a

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I think,

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so that, to me, sex is very connected to to desire.

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And then desire is, to me, this is a whole different subject

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that is not easy to understand. But because it's so complex, so

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complex desires, so complex, like, I

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might have a desire to have a car, right. And then like, I

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judged that as materialistic or a house, and I judge that as

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materialistic, or I have desire to,

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to kiss you or to go out for dinner, right? You can look at

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all of these things and put them into different categories as

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like, oh, that's your sexual, those are the things you want

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sexually. But

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how do you know that the car isn't actually also part of the

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same realm, the same sexual desire, whether that is in order

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to actually become the person that attracts the kind of woman

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that your DNA is looking for, or a house that will provide the

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kind of container that actually allows your partner to open up

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and have sex with you like, I mean, think of birds, like they

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first build a nest, and then they have sex, right? And I look

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at it the same way, I think that every single desire, whether

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that is my clothing, or my material desires,

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or a desire for nourishing my body with a particular kind of

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food, right? It all goes back to that

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to that initial cell that like, thrives to grow. Yeah.

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Right. And so if I have judgment in any of these areas,

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it it blocks me from creating what I, what I am, what I'm here

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to create, right, what I what I desire to create the life that I

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want.

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And I think there is a there's a, there's a holistic connection

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between all of those things, and there's a certain

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there's a certain order also in these things.

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And if you start to like look at these as like, it's just a

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certain kind of like form of energy that wants to come out

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through your, you can start to be less in the way of it.

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And the being less in the way of it is what actual vulnerability

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is about.

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Yes. And then expressing it and allowing it to come up and to

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judge it.

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Exactly. Yeah. It's one thing to learn to not judge us judge and

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yourself anymore. And another to be scared of other people's

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judgement once you express it and to have that confidence to

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know that yes, this is what I desire, and I'm going to

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communicate it and I don't give a fuck if it pisses off people

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or not. I'm just gonna

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Stand up for it is it's such a courageous act as well. Not just

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vulnerable, but also very courageous. Right? And liberal.

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Totally liberated super deliberating. Yeah. Yeah, I

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totally.

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Now, what you described earlier with building a nest that

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Forward, forward movement, it felt like you were describing

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masculine energy there.

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To come to my next question, what do you think? Are we as a

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society getting wrong about masculine sexuality? Or what is

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it you feel? We urgently have to learn?

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If we want to be intimate with a men, when it comes to sexuality,

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is there with your clients? Do you see like a red line? And do

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you see a pattern of things that could go better? And

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relationships?

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Yeah, yes.

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So first of all, like the example that I that I said

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before, like the example of like building a nest, I also want to

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get rid of it again. No, because I don't believe actually, that

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there's one particular

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direction like that everybody should get like that sexuality

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is just in service to having children, right? Yes, I don't

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actually believe. I think I think our sexual energy is just,

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it's just creating is its desire to create certain things, its

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desire to create this reality. Having kids is just one aspect

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of it. Yes. And

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so.

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The reason why it's so courageous is because we do

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conceptualize these things. And then we say, let's say the Bible

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says men and women should only come together and non

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homosexuals, for example, right? Like there's a certain

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conditioning, like an idea. Why is that? I mean, like, my

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neighbor builds a house, right? And then like, he tries to

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protect it. And only if that his neighbors to build in the same

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way, right, is his thing safe. If someone builds something that

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they don't understand, it becomes a threat. So that's kind

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of like this kind of, like,

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we build something and then we have an inbuilt protection

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mechanism. And that protection mechanism,

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is also the thing that conditions us into, everybody

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should do the same thing. Because that's ultimately what

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is safe.

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And that is why it's so courageous to really listen to

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your true desire, rather than to the conditioned version of

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desire, because you've conditioned version of desire

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will say, Build it exactly the same way your neighbors and your

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family and your mother and father have done it. Yes.

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So it's liberating to

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go within yourself to one particular place. And that is

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the place where you start to listen to what is really true

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for yourself. And it takes a lot of work to figure out what is

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just the

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what is my authentic voice inside me, and what is just this

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never ending mantra that is been handed down to me.

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Right, and then learning the different to differentiate.

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And when you when you start to be in tune with your authentic

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desire, it is very non rational.

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It isn't following a pattern. It is saying, I want this, I don't

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know why. But I want this and tomorrow, you want something

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else. And after maybe a few days or weeks, all of a sudden you

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look back and be like, Oh, now I see how that makes sense.

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But you kind of have to just like follow along and trust that

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like, there is a certain kind of like electric current. And

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that's actually how I identify it's like the truth is electric.

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And it's uncomfortable. And it's this kind of like, I want this

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what I don't dare to say

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and if you follow that you get to create something that is

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unique.

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And

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so here's a bit when it comes to men

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Whether it's men or women

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I think men are more likely to

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be

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rebellious or to go after what they hunger for.

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And women,

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I think women are starting to break out of that.

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And I think we are starting to live in a time where like women

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get to be like not women get to be important. Women are taking a

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stronger stance for what they really want.

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Right? And you kind of have to do that.

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So

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So thing when you ask the question

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what do men want?

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In bed? I think for you as a woman, that's a dangerous

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question.

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Because in that moment, you fall into the conditioning to please

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the man

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hmm.

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And you in that moment, you lose the attention on what you

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actually want.

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So this is very new to me, and I'll have to ask

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my focus then, should stay on myself on my desire on what I am

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receiving from the man and not worrying at all about what he

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wants, because he's going to follow his desire anyways. Did I

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understand that right?

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I don't know whether he does or doesn't like it might be or

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might not be i i actually personally I value both I value

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a man who really follows what he wants. And as a mole to like,

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the things that he doesn't want.

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But I also value a man who actually feels right with

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himself feels good inside himself, and who is capable to

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have his attention on

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on the electric current that a woman actually has. Oh,

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see, and that is something that you don't learn with porn you

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don't hear about

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in television or Hollywood I feel

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Do you see that movies

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usually portray like a very one sided picture of a man or

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because I'm learning right now that there's like many, many

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different ways of approaching sexuality and that men have both

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like two sides as well if not more

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from what I've learned about sex I would say it was very one

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sided and not diverse at all. And I'm learning so much with

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you right now.

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What is it you feel women could could take away from this and

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men as well?

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When it comes to intimacy,

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something that you feel mainstream media is not

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seeing nothing about Yeah.

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Do you know that moment when you when you let's say like you have

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sex with someone, and then

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you get to that point where you feel sensation on your genitals

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and then what we do is, oh, there's sensation.

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Let's let's get Wilder.

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Right because we want to, we want to, we want to, like we

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want to build that sensation up towards

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the goal, which is the climax. Yeah.

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What I invite everyone to do is when you feel that first like

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this is always the thing like everybody does that like you you

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connect and sex and you're looking for that first moment

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where you feel sensation.

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And then once you find that you speed up because you are look

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into get to the climax, right the or what mainstream calls

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orgasm, I don't call it orgasm, I call the climax, which is just

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the peak experience where you have ejaculation where you have

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this big explosive sensation, right? So you get to the first

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moment you like your genitals connect, and after a while of

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fucking you find that moment where you feel something.

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And instead of speeding up,

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slow down

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and you will notice that, instead of rushing to the

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climax, what you start establishing is,

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it's like,

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it's like rubbing a balloon against your head. And then you

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try to make a little, and then you pull it a little bit of way,

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and you can feel a static current in between the balloon

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and your head. Have you ever done that as a child? Of course,

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yeah.

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So instead of like, smashing it and rubbing it harder, which

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would kill the electric current, actually, that may pop the blue,

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you actually just see whether you like how far can you draw

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this thing away, without losing

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the feeling of the electric current.

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Then you see if you can ride this, how long can you hold this

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connection

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then what you will, what you will take from this is

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that you can hold this to the point of walking away from each

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other,

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you can hold this to the point where your partner is blocks or

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miles away and you still feel there, you still feel a

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connection from your body to their body.

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And everything in your life starts to become respective

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respective of keeping that electric current inside your

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body alive, keeping that connection inside your body

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alive.

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And that will that will set your whole life right

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because you will start to notice what takes you away from this

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connection and what keeps you inside of this connection. Yeah,

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and that will basically it will revive your body it will bring

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electricity and live into into places of depression

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or into emptiness or into loneliness it will just start to

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fill you up

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man this is so beautiful not only to listen to you, but also

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to see you like you You talk like an artist like a magician.

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And it all totally resonates with with my soul

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incredible how you just described that and I am sure our

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listeners were able to follow as well even though they could not

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see you. What I love most is that you talk about the goal

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setting and being goal less. Right just what Brad was your

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healing that you are goal less when it comes to your healing.

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And with sex, it can be very similar that you don't rush to

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some destination, but that you are present in the moment and

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allow

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things to happen. Like magic can only happen then when we're not

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focused on a goal is that like do I understand that right?

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Yeah, yeah, I mean if you have if you have a goal in mind what

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the the like, here's the thing is like this might sound like

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very

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like

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spiritual by actually it's it's actually not at all it's very

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simple.

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It's this that if you

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if you sit on your if you have a goal in mind, you cannot

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actually feel what you like, what is presently happening. If

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you say I want to feel joy, or I want to feel excited.

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But you are not right now right? You're like aiming to feel this

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particular way. Yeah. So now I asked you, so, okay, you want to

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feel this way, but how do you feel right now? Yeah. And then

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most people? I don't know. Yeah, that's the problem is because

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because of the goal, you cannot be present. Because you want to

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feel a certain way you cannot be connected to how you actually

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feel right now. Yeah. And so the the issue there is, you're not

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really having sex, it's like, because your whole attention is

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right now attached to being in this particular place that you

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missed the whole show.

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And that's when all these issues come up with like,

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feeling a lack of meaning in your life feeling like nothing

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really sent satiate or satisfies you. This because you're not

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really there. Because of the goal, though. Hmm.

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That makes total sense. Now, we're getting we're getting

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closer to an end here. But what I would like to ask you last is

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now desire and goal, like if we are aiming towards something,

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let's say if not to say goal,

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like how would you reward goal setting then,

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because there is benefits to it, it can help you to be

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consistent, it can help you to be disciplined. But I totally

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get your point of, of missing the whole point. If you are too

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far,

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like focusing too far into the future, but how would we reward

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that

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instead of using boards,

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you don't have to deny yourself, the you have a goal in mind you

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this is a different angle on the head, like

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you know, a meditator who's like now becomes a becomes a breath.

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Like, focus, every focus goes on the breath and nothing else is

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true. Like, that's also not, that's also not reality, like

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you do have, we do have goals, we do Crais have cravings, we do

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have desires to like they are all

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sort of aimed into a certain

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direction.

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But it is the

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like wanting to get there and forgetting that the present

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moment is actually what's really happening. Hmm, that's a

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problem. But being also just in this moment, and denying that we

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are headed into any direction, that's just as much of a

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delusion.

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Like, have you when you speak to like meditators, you often get

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the feel that they sort of lying to themselves.

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Like really rigid meditators.

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And it's, that's true, it's like, you don't disconnect from

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your desires. You don't disconnect from the goal. It's

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just like, alright, I noticed that there's something that I

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want. And then also, like, I'm really fully connected to what

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I'm what I'm actually dealing with right now.

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And when you can hold your attention on both, that's when

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that's when you start to become agile, and it's fun, and you can

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move and facilitate things and you can play right and, and

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that's why like I like because I think you asked about

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male sexuality and like in pornography, I don't regard

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pornography as something bad.

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Neither Hollywood, right? Like, there are depictions of, like,

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ideal state ideal things like

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Right, like, they are a depiction of climax happening.

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Every time you have sex. There's a like, intense climax or the

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woman always intensely opens up and lets demand do whatever they

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fucking want. Right? Or in Hollywood. Like it's always a

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happy ending, right? Like,

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just look at it for what it is. It's a it's an idealized version

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of something, but it's not the full truth. Yes. That's

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important if you Yeah, if you go into it, like I know that porn,

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for example, has shown me certain games that are possible

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to play

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a play partner who is actually open to these kinds of things

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and wants to explore in that way, then like, wonderful, you

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have learned something there. Mm hmm. But yeah, I totally

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understand what you mean about the playfulness and creativity.

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to keep a healthy distance to know that yeah, this is

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Disneyland Disney World. And this is not always reality. It

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is inspiring. It is fun. It is sometimes disgusting.

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not what women expect. This is not what all men expect. But

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it's kind of fun to explore. I totally agree. I totally agree.

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I know a lot of people

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that do expect, and women do expect. And it's actually, that

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if you go into more sex positive communities, you you find people

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that are very, in approval with their expectations. There's a

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very common thing in sex positive communities, where

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couples looking for a bull. Right? That's like, heist, a

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high stamina kind of like, man who can just

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like to be a machine, right.

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and I think that's like, I think that's like a it's like a theme

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against porn, that hate porn. And

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and I'm not defending porn, I really don't care. I don't care

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if someone hates it. I don't care if someone disagrees with

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me, that's totally fine with me. But I am coming from a place

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where I say, I look at this

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more internally. And I say, Why do I hate it? What in me hates

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it, there is a certain upset, right the same way. And I just

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turn this a little bit around, because I don't like to talk at

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women for their hate against porn. But let's say I speak

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about men hating women for not giving them what they want,

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right? That's the, that's the flip side of the coin. It's

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like, well, so me hating those women, right? Like, who don't

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want to give or whatever, like, so what inside me is that hate?

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get what I want.

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It's my little inner five year old who's throwing a tantrum

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that I'm not getting the the, the treat that I wanted, or the

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red ball seen in the window, right? It's like, there's a

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certain reality to this, I can actually be with myself in those

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spots and learn that in order to have something that I want, like

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the red ball and in the shiny red ball and the window, or the

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sexy woman in the red dress, God knows what it is you want. But

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you seem to not be able to have it. Instead of resenting that

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thing. I can look at myself and be like, well, so what in me

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prevents me from having a relationship with that thing?

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shining, or they want me to be looking a certain way. Okay. Do

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I want to play that game?

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Is this much worse to me, right? Like, if I want to have a

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Ferrari like, like, I don't want to

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care about a sorority, but like if I would want to, I have to

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ask myself seriously the question, Am I willing to step

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into the kind of games that would get me that Ferrari, but

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then get fucking right with it rather than get resentful at the

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world for not handing you everything on a golden platter?

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like it.

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superficial illness, I think often it points to an upset that

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someone hasn't given you the kind of attention that you were

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looking for. So you hate the superficial because some part of

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you didn't get seen, didn't get cared for didn't get met.

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because you think that's all that is available?

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do you hate certain things? Why are you in resistance to certain

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things, not only porn, that's a big and great example. But but

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all things, there's always a story behind. That is

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interesting to, to hear, and those that wants to say, Hi.

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This is so good.

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What would you like? Is there something we want to conclude?

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Is there something that you want to add?

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After everything we've addressed today?

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Something that you want to Yeah, give to my listeners. And right

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after, we want to know how, how people can reach out to you and

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where you post your beautiful posts, and yeah, how people can

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reach you. But before that, is there anything you would like to

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add? When it comes to masculine sexuality?

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Intimacy? Yeah, yeah.

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I think the,

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I mean, like, this is not necessarily the,

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the only path that leads you to

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getting into a deeper connection with yourself, but that's what

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it is about, it's like, getting into, like, into more intimacy

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with yourself. And, and

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sexuality, or whether that is depression, or art, or

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all are a path,

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to have a deeper relationship with yourself and all the

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feelings that you have towards them. They, they can all be

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potential to get to know to yourself, and I think that is

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what is making these things so interesting and so meaningful,

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really like. And I just encourage anyone who has a

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some kind of like, emotional topic going on that they regard

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this topic as something that can actually be a gift and a gate to

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more depth to yourself. Yes, yes, I totally agree. And I'm so

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incredibly happy that we were able to record this episode

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together, because I knew you were going to be the best person

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to talk about

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these very important things and things that are part of

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everybody, but it's just difficult to Yeah, understand

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them at times to talk about them and to make sense. So I'm, I'm

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deeply, deeply grateful for, for you being here. Would you like

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to share with us

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where people can reach out to you and where people are? Read

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your posts? That would be lovely. Yeah.

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I think at the moment, I'm most active, actually, just on

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Facebook, and my name, there's Moritz, Mo, R, it is Zed.

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Kirkman, K, RK, Ma. And then hood, page, O Li.

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I also am active on Instagram.

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Yeah, and the way people can work with me is I have two

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membership groups. One I lead with my wife. It's called the

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building honest relationships group where we work with couples

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and help them really build authentic relationships that are

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based on personal freedom.

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And,

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and the other offer that I have for men is the School of

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intimate leadership. And yeah, it works with all the things

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that we have just talked about. And of course, I do one on one

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work, but I would say those two groups are probably the best

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entry level to get started. And yeah, anyone can just reach out

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to me on Facebook or an Instagram and write me a private

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message and I usually answer very quickly and just start a

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personal conversation. Yeah, that sounds amazing. All right.

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you wonderful people out there. Don't hold back reach out to

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Moritz. If you feel ready. If you feel in

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Need to get to know yourself better and reveal the desire.

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Yes desire.

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And you my friend, you have exceeded my expectations like

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usual every time we talked in the past in Germany.

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I always felt like ah, it says a different angle on this and I

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love how he expands people's minds and opens up people's

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hearts.

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Thank you so much. That was one

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The Borealis Experience
Reconnect to yourself and enjoy life on a deeper level
Hello there,
In this podcast I want to create a space for you where you can recharge your batteries, expand, grow and feel at home with yourself. I will take you on a journey that will get you with ease and effortlessness to a more peaceful state of being. Genuine, raw and transparent - always.
Meditations included
Enjoy it, cause you’re so worth it !
Love Aurora
Also..
A little bit about me
Trust me I’m far from feeling, behaving or being perfect.
Perfection is nothing I’m thriving for yet I can say I’m proud of my path/ life journey.

I'm no longer enslaved to my #depression
I'm no longer a #rapevictim
I no longer struggle with #eatingdisorder
I no longer feel the need to hold on to fear, anger and resentment towards men.
I #create podcast episodes and videos several times a week to support and inspire others even on days I feel poorly.
I push through hard times while being gentle on myself.

I'm able to be consistent without feeling drained for the first time in my life because I found something that brings me joy and excitement and stills my hunger to support people out there.

I try my best to understand people’s harsh opinions that are not in alignment with my values .

I learn every day on how to express myself better in a foreign language

I no longer use being bullied back then in school as an excuse in life to not show up for myself or others.

I ask questions, really annoying questions, in order to experience my environment and to find out what is best for me and my people around me ..
Yes, I still feel triggered in many situations.
Yes, I feel depressed and discouraged at times but I embrace it and don’t let it define me anymore.

Doing all this allows me to meet incredible people along the way.

People who:
- inspire me
- encourage me and ignite my deep compassion

I'm grateful for all of you and I’m so happy that I can learn from you and grow together with you .

We are all together in this beautiful mess called life
Thank you for being here

Lots of love and respect
A.
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Aurora Eggert

Hello there,
Born and raised in Germany under the influence of French culture I got a taste of how people perceive life and situations totally differently depending on how and where they grew up. this ignited my deepest curiosity for human behaviour at a very young age.

Being always more of an introvert and observant child I absorbed a lot of stuff that to this day weigh heavy on my soul but on the bright side I can say that these experiences make me relate so much deeper and better to the people around me.

I understand pain. I know suffering. I know how it feels to feel misunderstood.
People say I have a warm, soothing vibe and I enjoyed many years working as a physiotherapist in Germany.

Today I’m more venturing towards bringing healing through podcasting/ Life coaching and yoga. I also encourage people to spend more time out in nature and have a Yurt set up in our forest where I host regular relaxation classes.

I would like to call myself a perception shifter because this is what helped me on my path of (ongoing) healing - I’d love to offer perception shifting thoughts/views in order to make people feel more real and their life easier and their relationships deeper.

I’m also passionate about bringing awareness to locally grown food to people’s table as I’m certain that feeling empowered and real starts with what you nurture your body with and what you absorb with all senses from your environment on a daily basis .

I live in the Rocky Mountains
Raise a couple chickens Free range for eggs and grow a beautiful vegetable garden with my grandmother, fiance and mother in summer.

Podcasting became my passion because I can reach people all over the world- Give hope, make people feel less lonely and self-empowered. Furthermore the interviews with people from around the world expand my horizon and help me heal my soul.
Bonnie my pitbull is always at my side.
connect with me and share your story on my show .

Love ❤️
A.